Thursday 19 February 2009

i really need a concentration pill

It's just 9 days to go. can't exactly describe this feeling. i'm not confused. in fact, i'm pretty much looking forward to the change that is about to happen in my life. but, somehow, i m not able to concentrate on anything for more than 10 seconds. tomorrow, i will be bathed in alcohol...my friends call it 'baptism'. it's a ritual now.

and, even while i write this, my mind's speeding from one thought to another. it reminds of the m-butter. quite similar, but not exactly the same. anyways, i have decided to give in, and live it up.

after all, i got just one life to live twice.